UNENJOY

by CARE

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RELEASED BY WINSPEAR RECORDS ON MARCH 31, 2015.

ALL TRACKS WERE WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY CARE EXCEPT BASS ON BILAL WHICH WAS PERFORMED BY ISAAC KARNS, RECORDED MIXED BY SABBATH RECORDINGS, ADDITIONAL MIXING BY CARE, MASTERED BY ALL CITY MASTERING, RELEASED BY WINSPEAR RECORDS, COVER DRAWING BY BENJAMIN SPENCER, “CARE” TYPE & LOGO BY ROSS BERENS, IT IS WITH RESERVATION & RESPECT FOR SUBJECT AND FAMILY THAT WE USE THE NAME OF BILAL BERRENI [1991-2013], A PAINTER WHOSE BEING DEFIED ARTISTRY AS AN IMMORTALIZING GESTURE, INSTEAD INDULGING EPHEMERA & ENTROPY, EMBRACING ADORNMENT OVER ARROGANCE, ABANDONING SELF-AGGRANDIZEMENT TO DIGNIFY & ALLEVIATE THE PROCESSION AS IT WINDS ENDLESSLY TOWARD EXTINCTION, “BILAL” IS NEITHER FOR NOR ABOUT BUT BECAUSE OF ITS NAMESAKE.

“QUAND TU FAIS VRAIMENT CE QUE TU VEUX, TU RESTES SEUL” [WHEN YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, YOU ARE ALONE].

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released 31 March 2015

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Track Name: PAMELA
plum-blooded, club-drunk
sleeping on my floor you’re lovely
you smell of migration
& your curls are hardening like mine

it’s so impossible, so obvious to meet your eyes

still, i can laugh at your little aura, pamela
& the freedom of self-deception

bleeding from my tongue
bleeding from your boozed tongue
bleeding from your petal-blue,
consecrated & corporeal tongue

come into the backyard
where your face gets hazy, pamela
you look just like an orphan
when you smile

never-easing, ever-ceasing, pamela

the blue-bellied night calls
my orchard’s a dead metaphor
i could be everything
i will be everything

i could be, i could be it
i could be your lover in a second’s time

but in the morning
my eyes have turned to peaches
& my hands hold my penis
like hands on a stillborn
my bed is a cherry red
Track Name: MICHEAL
driving with my friend
home for the holiday
he came out to me

worried what his dad’d say
well i know mine would murder me
religiously

but his patient mouth the difference
the purse & pull of something innocent
& small, he says

all i want’s to rest my head
on michael’s shoulder

adequately feminine
as the lord would have me be
disciplined in poise and grace

his womanly face, my womanly arms

well i probably should’ve kissed him but i don’t know
if you feel terrified in love than it is useless
& if i’m perfectly honest with myself & with you
there are nights

when all i want’s to rest my head on michael’s shoulder
Track Name: BILAL (PYLON)
one might voice
seventeen possible voices
twenty-three and still unsure of consequence

undeliverance
undestruction
unredemption
uncontentment
unenjoyment
does it leave you satisfied?

monument
opulence, marble & comely
flawless save some tasteless text tagged at the base

unenjoy
unenjoy every enjoyment
every useless thing that brings you happiness

undestroy
undestroy every destruction
every murdered thing we’ve raised in monument

unenjoyment
uncommitment
unadornment
undefacement
undestruction
undeliverance
unoppression
unpretention
undestruction
well does your own death satisfy?

all the time
everything leans toward an ending
& you reign your life to lean in confluence

one slight voice
infinite possible voices
twenty-three & still unsure of righteousness
Track Name: CASEY
casey, you hassle
you troublesome mut
dysfunctional greyhound
impetuous pup

well i don’t have time for this
shut your damn mouth
your limitless whimpering
carries all through the house

casey, what is it?
you have a bad dream?
eric is gone
i’m doing my best

someone once hurt you
& crippled your walk
oh come here
you elegant, dignified dog

you look like a cheetah
when i take for walks in the neighborhood
come lie on the carpet
i’ll finger the troughs of your rib cage

when i feel a darkening
you stalk through the house like anubis
to find where i’m hiding out
you come to my side
& you comfort me with your paw